There is someone in my life which i love dearly and for the first time i've ever heard he she sounded unsure. One little sentence set me back and from then on i've been trying to think of how to answer her, how to reassure her.
I don't know how to tell her everything will be fine, everything will work out as it should be, the way we want it to. I can't pull her close or hug her, i can't even pat her on the shoulder and look her in the eyes, but i can tell her that i'll promise to make everything right. She'll learn the terrors of being in love, the waking up in the morning turning over to find no one there even though you felt someone beside you the entire night. She'll know how midnights sweet caress feels, that time when its pitch black and you can feel the wind ruffle through your hair like a lovers hand. I can only tell her of these things, only whisper them in here ear, but to let her know that it'll all be real, that its not just a dream but a reality i know not. I wish i could show her my love and assure her of everything but i can't.
I wish i could move worlds, but i am not god. I wish i could find peace, but i am still alive. I wish i could live forever, but one day i'll die. I KNOW i'll find you, but for know your always in my heart.
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